Even... I knew

Even before I met you, I knew it. I doubted my decision to meet you.

Even when I met you for the first time, I knew it. I would regret this fateful encounter later.

Even when I realized I was falling for you, I knew it. That we were never going to be together.

Even knowing all that, I still knew. Although I agonised over it, I knew it. That I was going to love you anyway, and hoped that somehow I could witness a miracle.

Even after all that happened, I knew it. That I was going to love you until God knows when.

Even though I knew it was hopeless, I loved you and cherished every moment we spent together.